Walk Alone

It’s been a while since my last Weekend Confession. A lot of things just seem to come together. There is no doubt that life is very short. For those people who are still alive like me, we will move on in our life.

In the past few weeks, I was very busy. To be honest, I don’t really know what I was busy for. A lot of things happened in the past few weeks. I have done a lot of things in the past few weeks. None of them were making my life easier.

  • One of my dear friend past away with Cancer.
  • My father-in-law is sick.
  • My wife went to Hong Kong to visit her father.
  • I have to deal with the Auto insurance company and the diminished value appraisal for the accident I got a year ago.
  • Attended local jewelry shows and met with some fashion designers.
  • Working on re-arrange my finance for better return.
  • I was also social too much in the past few weeks.
  • I have spent so much time on the new social network site such as MOLI.com to boost traffic to my online business and made some sales.

To be honest, I was not very happy in the past few weeks. Of course, Bad thing happens. Regardless what was happening in the real life, I was not moving forward on my entrepreneur journey. Yes. I did make some progress on my online business and did get some great traffic to my online stores from MOLI. The problem is that I don’t feel any achievement. I did not update many of my blogs because I don’t feel motivated to do so.

It’s been two years since I started working as my own boss. My wife work full-time to support my dream. That makes me feel guilty. Although she is very supportive and understanding, I still don’t feel as success as some people may think. I think men with middle age crisis will feel the same way as I do now.

So forget about what I have said in the past and forget about all the weekend confession I have done. They are not helping me to move forward. I need to move on. Yes. That’s it! Let’s move on!

What I have done wrong? I know these issues have been discussed so many times. I have even suggested my blogger friends not to make the mistakes. Sadly! I just kept making the same mistakes over and over again. I need to get over with it and make changes.

  • Do what people told me to do
  • Not doing what I really like to do
  • Not focus on what I can do the best
  • Pay too much attention on getting the result
  • Not react fast enough
  • Force myself not to work hard
  • Spend too much time dreaming about what I may become
  • Too much enjoyment on what my previous hard work have done to me
  • Forgot how hard I was working in the past years

That’s enough to upset myself badly. So it’s going to be a new me from now on (Not again!). No more garbage talks about working only 4 hours a week. No more inspiration talk or suggestions to my readers, while I can’t even achieve that myself. Have I made myself clear?

If you are reading this blog post, you need to think seriously about what you are reading! Don’t make the same mistakes like I do. Life is short! Let’s move on!

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